...kinda confused the last days trying to establish some kind of a secure feeling.
Experienced and saw some things the last days which didn't make me more self-conscious at all. Maybe it's because of raising social contacts or because of real and dumb mistakes I've made.
Somehow have the feeling of some need of silence and reflection.
This would be best by just drawing on some projects and to listen to calm and relaxing, maybe a little desperate music.
Best would be to focus on pretty much of my numberous aims I've sticked myself the last weeks...
Ah, feel like... needing holidays...